i do not know but i wrote this yester day :
i feel so alone and sad.
like no one listens to me a all .
i wish there was a someone who could cheer me up.
someone who could stop me from being alone .

i wish that i could be with my hole family again
like the old days.
when there was joy and cheer every where.
where a single snow drop would melt from the warmness from everyone.
where there was no frown on any one face.

i miss my family most are so far away.
i have not seen them for years.
the others do not even want to see me.


i wish i felt like i did those so many years back.
altogether like before.
having fun.
playing games.


but now thinking back i feel sadness and i feel alone.